Had MDD for coming to 2nd yr soon. Sometimes I feel like stopping my antidepressants & worried about habit forming having to take sleeping pills for such long period. Tends to forget to take medicines.
I may look alright to others right now but deep down sometimes I know am not. I couldn't concentrate at work at all plus my migraine attacks worsen my concentration. Tends to surf networking sites but doesn't really helps at times, I feel very bored, couldn't sit still.
At times, I dont know why I cry for no reason. Whenever, am provoked, I feel very agitated & can scream out real loud & broke down. Am I normal? Sometimes, I feel myself crazy being like that & made my mom worried.
Sometimes, I feel as if there's 'someone' there but then there's no one around...is this additional symtom of another psychiatric illness?
I felt very lonely & anxious whenever I try to hang out at youth corner. Recent chain of events when my trust was being betrayed, I was so angry & hurt deep down. Art therapy was being stop abruptly too. Am so sadden by it.
Insomnia - usually couldnt fall asleep or wake up at night many times but recently, so sleepy even daytime that I wish I could just 'sleep forever'. Now that I tend to wake up very late during weekends, had my breakfast is like 11am or 12.30pm. After which, I could just binge!
Fell sick easily due to my many medical history which is like, why am I still here? I wanted to exercise but being pulled down by sickness, felt so weak.